Post by wingedzion on Dec 1, 2006 17:49:17 GMT -5
so Eddi and I are suffering at the moment.
he's upset with me cause of my insecurities.
and I'm upset with him cause of his insecurities.
it's all a mess.
and I need to take a moment to fucking whine.
yes. Trisha is going to cause a lot here.
parental advisory.
haha.
this is so fucking messed up. we are both contributing to the reasons why we are arguing, but I feel like he's laying all the fault on me. it's bullshit. sure I have my insecurities, but at least I fucking believe him when he says I love you. when he says I'm beautiful. when I tell him I love him and when I say he's goregous he just lets it roll off him like he doesn't think I mean it. I feel like I'm not enough. I know we deserve each other. But he doesn't think he deserves me. it's getting so screwed up. I love Eddi soooooo fucking much and he can't see it. RAA!
he's upset with me cause of my insecurities.
and I'm upset with him cause of his insecurities.
it's all a mess.
and I need to take a moment to fucking whine.
yes. Trisha is going to cause a lot here.
parental advisory.
haha.
this is so fucking messed up. we are both contributing to the reasons why we are arguing, but I feel like he's laying all the fault on me. it's bullshit. sure I have my insecurities, but at least I fucking believe him when he says I love you. when he says I'm beautiful. when I tell him I love him and when I say he's goregous he just lets it roll off him like he doesn't think I mean it. I feel like I'm not enough. I know we deserve each other. But he doesn't think he deserves me. it's getting so screwed up. I love Eddi soooooo fucking much and he can't see it. RAA!